IT TASTE SO GROSS AND MY MOUTH WON’T STOP PRODUCING SPIT.
We nicknamed her Crying Girl is Crying because she’s a whiny crybaby. But that’s besides the point.
At the end of our discussion, one of my friends asked, “Do you ever think about if people talk bad about us like we do with Crying Girl?” and I answered, “No, not really. Because I don’t really care. Like I really don’t.”
The thing is, if I cared about what people thought about me and was self-conscious about who I was, I wouldn’t be talking bad about other people. If people were calling me “freaky, smart Asian girl,” I wouldn’t care.
When she asked me that I answered, “People probably have. But thing is, I don’t give a fuck.”
The next day, I regret it because then my hair looks like shit.
It’s one of those days. But I guess I will. I don’t feel like regretting things nor looking like shit.
WHAT THE FUCK.
Alright, fixed it.
WHAT THE FUCK.
I think I’m gonna start two more challenges in the next couple days. Because Jenny just posted one I want to do. And I want to do a photo one.
Okay, this is probably gonna be the stupidest explanation for a tumblr name ever.
When I first got my tumblr in January 2009 (OMG, IT’S BEEN TWO YEARS), I took like an hour trying to decide a name. I ended up with shesakeeper.tumblr.com. Cool name, right? Sixty minutes trying to decide and that’s all I come up with. I forget when I decided to change it, but I did. Some of the people I followed had cool, punny names and some people changed their names. I was over my name and the people stalking my blog, so I needed an update. I wanted a punny name too, so I thought of my last name and things that went along with it. Phamtastic would just not work out because I actually wanted it to be a real word but with a ph-. So not phamous or phamtastic—phamily was too family. I went to UrbanDictionary and looked at all the f words. I came upon famished and I couldn’t find one any better.
So tada, phamished came to be. At first it was just phamished. Then I had two blogs where I posted lots of pictures I liked and my personal. So it was phamished-likes and phamished-irl. But then I hated the hassle of two blogs, so I tried getting phamished back. Some poopface stole it. Someone who doesn’t even use it anymore. D: But that didn’t work, so I just stayed with phamished-irl. But then, after a while, I wanted people to know my name and not just my surname. But michellephamished-irl was just much too long. So michellephamished.
Yup, so my tumblr name came from wanting a punny url. And urbandictionary.
SO MANY RED SQUIGGLES.