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I drove for about two seconds and called my dad.

When the last school bell rang, there were three people including me in my class… None of the buses have come yet. And some teachers haven’t even made it yet.

WHY IS THERE SCHOOL TODAY?

I thought of making this long, drawn-out rant of trying to impress people, but ending up impressing people you never even thought of in decision making. But now, I’m just not in the mood to write something like that. So condensed version, here we go.

I thought the fact that I’m taking unnecessary classes would impress my parents. My dad asks “How many more classes do you need to graduate?” “Uh, one….No, two.” “What, really?” “Yeah, I’m taking three science courses this year. All I need is Government AP and English.” By the end of the year I’ll have 56 credits when the requirement is only 46. They were distraught that I chose to do this. I never speak of my schedule with my parents because, really, they have no input on my classes. Which is the reason they didn’t figure this until the third quarter of my school year.

I figured they would be impressed that I’m going out of my way to take three courses. That I’m doing more than the average student. But all they have to say is “No wonder you studying all the time.” (btw, they just got done yelling at me for not studying efficiently and taking too long). It kills me that they decide to treat this as if it’s a bad thing. I mean, if anything they should be happy that I’m trying to excel. I try to tell them that I’m doing all of this AND getting good grades. But no, still not impressed. The thing is I try to impress them, but all I end up impressing are my fellow students. The ones who I couldn’t give a damn about. I shouldn’t even try anymore. They’re not impressed by what I do. Even with college, they’ll just be happy if they get to pay less than my sister’s tuition. I’m doing this all for me now and that’s horrible motivation in my terms.

mentalprodigy replied to your post: LOLOLOLOLOL. I was looking it up to add my feeling too. And I didn’t see it. I feel a fight is going to happen because people are calling other people “wussies”.

Baha. How ironic. But like ferreal. People can’t just call people out for being scared. I’m pretty sure no one wants to get shot.

Refer to my last post.

She deleted her status after I posted that. BAM. I’m awesome.

Today, it’s Epik High.

I’m not complaining, Shuffle.

openingmysoul replied to your post: So I’m feeling a bit irrational. dude, the cops were at my school today too. And we haven’t had like any fights what so ever

Yeah, it’s either because of west or the drugs at your school. LOL.

samervin replied to your post: So I’m feeling a bit irrational. *legitimate

It’s called slang.

Tomorrow there’s supposed to be a shooting at my school.

There’s been five fights at my school this week. Apparently with gang members. One of the fights that happened yesterday, one of the guys being dragged off apparently yelled, “I’m taking all of you guys with me!” but I’m not sure because I didn’t see it.

There’s been cops hanging all around my school and a whooooole bunch of people aren’t going to school tomorrow. Like usually rumors like this go around every year but it’s never been this legit. So I told my sister who told me to ask my parents to stay home tomorrow.

And that’s what I’m doing. Irrational?