As I see it, you are living with something that you keep hidden deep inside. Something heavy. I felt it from the first time I met you. You have a strong gaze, as if you have made up your mind about something. To tell you the truth, I myself carry such things around inside. Heavy things. That is how I can see it in you.
People are all like, “dying physics tomorrow.”
And I’m just like, “ha ha ha lol physics tomorrow. and achem tomorrow. one right after the other. ha ha ha. truly dying.”